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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

tears welled up in my eyes.


no. nth unfortunate happened to me. it was bcoz i read a blog of a dear fren. i am saddened as i can feel her pain. the emotion that's tugging at ur already messed up heart when memories are rmbred. when u just lost. when looking at others make u feel very alone, though frens are always, always by ur side.


that was from my perspective.


though, i know u're a strong babe. strong as u maybe, it hurts so much. moving on is tough. so, hang in there. easy to say; but difficult to put it into action. but i've got faith in u, darling.

Smashed into pieces at 7/25/2007 11:00:00 PM

fuck off la, idoit. u're so damn bloody annoying and not relevant. and u're accusing and saying stuff abt ppl that they're wrong in wat they're trying to say, stopping someone else during their presentation rehearsal, stating that u're right as u wanted it to be tt way and not this way.


fyi, this is abt fyp.


go and blame others, dear suckkyyy grpmate.


it's ur own fault that u didnt speak up. and no one asked u to start on the report alone. yea, blame us for not starting early, and for not entertaining u when u asked when to start. but in the end, we did do sth, when all of the sudden u arrive with the almost complete piece of the report. i hate u. and u've got urself to blame when no one wanted to entertain u.


stop side tracking. listen to wat ppl are saying. when u've lost, dun say u intend it to be tt way or say that the other person was to blame.


unfortunately, i haf to stick to this pest till the end of the project.


assholllllleeeeeeeeee.

Smashed into pieces at 7/25/2007 05:06:00 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

it's so hectic. im mentally tired.


i cant seem to communicate with someone. it's so hard.. it's so futile. it's useless trying to get thru him. at some point of time, he uses the exact same point that i brought up before; and making it his own. frustrating nk mampos. KNN larrr.


fyp presentation tmr. formal office wear. and i love it. i look hot in office wear. wahahahha! i wanna work in an office so tt i can dress up everyday. hehe.


gems project. aux mach. project. ship powering proj. exams in a couple of weeks time.


major, MAJOR hectic-ness.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/24/2007 05:47:00 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

it had been one hectic week last week. it's gonna be not-so-nice start to the week tmr, i predict.


exams are just a few more weeks away. sad but true. gems project must be done by this week; provided if one of my grpmate does his part fast. fyp presentation this weds, after which we have to constantly meet up and get our hands dirty; unfortunate but it's a fact.


i've been stuffing myself with food, though i really dont want to. im fat, again. ouhno.


"it's tough; i'm scared, but it's all about trust. dun let me down.
i never wanna re-visit that period of lost and hurt."- randomness.

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/22/2007 03:02:00 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

olaaa readers. if there's still any.


at mac's at the moment. waiting for the next class. iqbal daddy and sis aL are beside me now... hehe... kk. aku giler. hi ball!


k la. tt's all.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/16/2007 10:11:00 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

transformers rocks my ass! totallyy!

harry potter was such a bummer. too much talking. bleaahh.



SMA day was on last friday, 13th. it was pretty good, i must say. the highlight was when noris liciuos, a drag queen, went up on stage. it wasnt as bad as i tot it would be. he was a malay guy. and he's really hilarious. i love him. he spoke of heavenly parts of both women and men. haha. as he said "i am certified halal by muis too, u know!" hahaha!!


got my dose of body shop shopping. managed to drag mom so that she'd pay for it. hehe. replenished my quacker oats energy bars. yummmmy! in the evening, did a lil thang =) shhhh. elfi was the onli one to catch it. hehhe.


stay in today. back to school tmr. and no more adrena from tmr onwards. =(


-snip-


loves.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/15/2007 03:42:00 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

hellooo alll!


im in the other squids' gems class rite now. aft spending lunch with them, and ending it off with a truckload of laughters. huge huge truckloads. -winks-


ystday, wenta adrena's house to play x-box and spend time with her. ordered pizza. andre played along as well. we laughed and flashed-back ourselves to the times when we were NPCC cadets. and i damn envy herr la. hmm.


i wanna be rich. but i dun wanna work. can? pfffft.


and tas just tot i said beef. pfffft. i said pffffft. hahah.


this class is pretty boring seyy. luckily i didnt take this. but with these girls ard prolly would be the solution to the boring syndrome. but too bad. im not with them. kk. very random fact. and the lecturer's voice is so annoying. sheeeesh.


i miss adibah's loudness. i miss u, gorgeous. i miss fabbie, u dark army boy.


k. da.


transformers. robots in disguise. da. wakakakkaka!


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/11/2007 01:13:00 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Area 8 ATC was acceptably fun. besides the delays during the first evening, things manage to pass by smoothly the next day. the cadets, in my opinion, were no more like my batch before. they lack... passion? i dunno. but sth's missing.


the new batch of CIs were a bunch of happy bubbles. cliche; but ill just say it. it was a breeze working with u darlings.


so, u didnt havta snap at me again. there was still time. we weren't late. i dun understand y u were so impatient.


SMA day will be on this friday. well, oh well. let's see how fun it'll be. but one thing's for sure. my gfs and i gonna have some fun of our own; no matter the place and time.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/10/2007 01:51:00 PM